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When I was in elementary school, I needed to make a dish for my parents to taste, but when I was using a knife, my finger was scratched and I bled a lot, so I had a ptsd for cooking. Then as I grew up, I tried to cook again but I was scalded by hot oil, so I really hated cooking and was afraid of using these kitchen utensils. However, cooking should also be one of the skills that an adult has. During my study abroad, I also overcame my fear and kept trying, because this is also the way to become independent.